Keeping up the Spirits...Mostly

On October 29th, I accompanied my wonderful husband to a halloween party at one of his best friends houses.  It was a blast.  It is important for all of you to know, Cancer is not the ruler of your life, it is not the boss and it is important for you to let it know that.  While some of you may need to make nutrition or exercise changes in your life to overcome this, it is also important to know, those should be part of your daily routines.  This is not a lecture, however, I was almost 300 pounds at one time in my life, and I cannot imagine going through this right now feeling like I use to, no energy, no drive, no sense of sexuality.

While for the most part I am upbeat and happy, I have had a rough couple of days that have got me down, most of which...I blame Dave for!  :)  in a good way...Dave unfortunatly OCCATIONALLY has to leave town for work and those are the hard times on me, the times that I dont feel like sleeping because the sleep is not nearly as enjoyable or warm. 

I have had my two days of bawling my face off and now I feel it is time to pick my ass back up again, start exercising again and of course...blogging!