Home from the hospital and unsure of what to think about what may be under this gauze. One thing I know is that every time I move my non existent nipple is causing me some severe pain! Everyone thinks its rather humerus when I cry "UUUGHHH MY NIPPLE!"
Its 9:00 at night and I am finally ready to reveal what is under the dressing to myself, my family, and my husband. My mom and I go to the washroom and take the dressing off. I am AMAZED, rather intrigued actually and a part of me even thinks its rather beautiful. This is a beautiful thing, this is health!
I call Dave in and ask him if he is ready and he says yes. When I open my nightgown and reveal it to him he says "wow, its nothing like I expected!" I guess when you have a picture like Dave did in your head you would be pleasantly surprised to see a beautiful clean incision across the chest. Dave pictured something like the doctor grabbing my breast, pulling it out and taking a machete, hacking it off and leaving it like that to heal, so of course he was surprised to see a beautiful little non existent breast! And I was happy to see that he was pleased.
This is me, I am beautiful, happy, content and ready to rule life!
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