After the year of self destruction my amazing Husband, Dave, and I slowly reconciled, took our time and eventually moved back in together. This all started when I went home to the farm for Christmas. My mom could see the pain that I was carrying in my heart and said "Beige, Don't be stubborn, admit your faults, apologize, and fight for that man, because I know you still love him and nobody is going to make you happy except him". Those words were the words that I had been needing to slap me in the face for a long time. And with that being said, I dug my head out of my ass and fought to get my life back. Not everyone is as lucky as I was and I realize that. Don't get me wrong, this was not a fairytale reunion that you picture running into each others arms with a sunset background, it took lots of work, words and time. And I am forever thankful that I married the most understanding, forgiving, kindhearted and nurturing man on October 9, 2011.
Since January Dave and I work everyday on our communication, our love and our relationship and not one day goes by that I don't tell him how much I appreciate him in my life and how much of a blessing he is...we are now trying to start a family of our own.
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